dionysus

I have been a psychonaught since high school starting with weed ,lsd,I eventually moved onto stims and painkillers(lost interest in latter)first minor stims then more hardcore stims,then when Grey market opened up, i would research chemical find all info before more intensive research occured,usually observed by second party,started with mdpv then alpha pvp,too many others to name,then when bans started I happened to have the most magical chemical without knowing it decided to give it a shot which was pure mxe,I've had lifelong depression but boom instant relief,I discovered you had to disconnect to reconnect and that time is meaningless,and that conception has messed up humanity everything is about time and with that constraint removed it was enjoyable living,unfortunately banned,im surprised big pharm didn't grab it up,I do like hallucinogenic substances which i used to just party with but am using for self discovery and health,last time I took shrooms I met a mechanical octopus in mind which was opening file cabinets in mind,there were about 6 drawers it couldn't open in brain,I was watching show about dmt(have never had chance to try)they were showing pics and descriptions of what people saw,it blew me away because the pic was of mechanical octopus I met on shrooms,which I need to reconnect with,hopefully soon,I heard mxe isn't hard to make but do not have any sources ,it is bizarre how such a powerful magical chemical completely disappered